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Fentanyl, Grief & Hope: One Sister's Story

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Senseless with Erika Mahoney

Podcast • 08/19/26 • 14 mins

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Pain, masking, and relief can converge

The episode ties opioid misuse to how uncontrollable symptoms (like Tourette’s) are hidden and to self-blame, then to substances that temporarily soothe anxiety—until life stress and opioids compound into fatal escalation.

Hiding a condition can shift harm inward

Keeping Tourette’s from Sasha to “protect” her may have delayed language and support, making symptoms feel shameful; that self-esteem damage helped set the stage for seeking relief through alcohol and later opioids.

Interventions can start progress without sustaining it

Rehab and negotiated “interventions” may produce brief compliance, but trauma shocks and the next stressor can reset the cycle; progress depends on more than one-off treatment attempts.